Stick with it

The other day I was feeling a bit down.

I felt as tho my artwork was nothing.

I thought that being a fine arts major was going to do nothing for me in the future.

I felt like I needed to do something like Social work, or Psychology so make it in life.

But I hated those things, they are not interesting to me.

So I sat down and decided to draw...

I was forcing it, I wanted to make something awesome but I only became frustrated. 

I got angry at myself cause the picture looked like shit. 

So I gave up and walked away feeling even worse. 

I got up into my room and sat down and an idea came to me.

But after what had just happened I was reluctant but I began a piece anyhow.

I spent a good time drawing it and it looked awesome, 

So I thought I should start painting and during that process I got really .. flustered.

I didn't wanna mess it up.

So I stopped and I have been working on it every night for 3 nights..

and this is the result...

I was pleased with myself,

and I no longer feel like I suck.

I just hope I can find that place in the future for me. 

<3

I'm going to stick my thumbs into your eye sockets..

Meh, I most likely will not do such a thing. U

nless you wanted me to cause in that case I'd take pictures of it. 

That is the only logical thing to do.

I did in fact take new photos of my newest model, Leeann.

They came out amazing, I have no issues with them what-so-ever. 

I did a little bit of gore,

a little bit of nasty,

some creepy dolls,

and a weird little beach filled with drift wood..

I feel like these were a good accomplishment. 

feedback is always appreciated :]