The other day I was feeling a bit down.
I felt as tho my artwork was nothing.
I thought that being a fine arts major was going to do nothing for me in the future.
I felt like I needed to do something like Social work, or Psychology so make it in life.
But I hated those things, they are not interesting to me.
So I sat down and decided to draw...
I was forcing it, I wanted to make something awesome but I only became frustrated.
I got angry at myself cause the picture looked like shit.
So I gave up and walked away feeling even worse.
I got up into my room and sat down and an idea came to me.
But after what had just happened I was reluctant but I began a piece anyhow.
I spent a good time drawing it and it looked awesome,
So I thought I should start painting and during that process I got really .. flustered.
I didn't wanna mess it up.
So I stopped and I have been working on it every night for 3 nights..
and this is the result...
I was pleased with myself,
and I no longer feel like I suck.
I just hope I can find that place in the future for me.
<3
Sweet, this is awesome. :)
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ReplyDeleteThis is so good. Probably one of my favourites from you.
ReplyDeleteI totally know what you mean and how you feel. I just started two peices because I felt the need to, they still remain unfinished.
I also plan to major in fine art, though I officially start college in the fall. I hope you do well and give hope to others like myself.
Keep up the good work.
It takes me forever to finish things sometimes but I feel like right now I should be kicking my ass into gear to get some work done to try to sell prints and originals cause I don't currently have a job =/
ReplyDeleteAwh, and thank you so much.
Keep me updated on your art school experience :3